originally posted on Myspace...

Thursday, July 01, 2004

alone


ALONE... in a secluded confine, out of contact with a person or social unit. NOT necessarily LONELY. Time to reflect, time to bend on one knee and say thanks to an Almighty for surviving a grueling day at work, pressure, questions, frustrations. ALONE can also mean having time more than one bargained for in order to do personal stuff like hygiene, try out new additions to one's clothes racks or put on old ones, check for zits and lines, call someone, etc.

That's my current state right now... ALONE. Not necessarily LONELY. Later I'll be meeting up with a pal and the spell will be broken. Come midnight as the city sleeps I'll be back in this weird, sometimes comfortable, sometimes depressing state. But that's how everything is if one puts it in a perspective.. does a baby always come out of its mother with a companion? one in a thousand maybe or so BUT NOT ALWAYS. Does one get buried in his or her coffin with another? NOT! We all go through this state, even if for a moment, a tenth of a second, etc.

So before you smirk at me and say "poor guy" ... LOOK WHO'S TALKING??? who's the one alone in an internet cafe or in the comfort of their own pc unit/laptop at home or work reading this post. HEHEHE, judge not so as not to be judged. and i'll be sleeping...